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10 September 2017 @ 06:03 pm

my palms are itching all the time

26 April 2017 @ 04:46 pm
I'm not in love, and I am not thirsty for love. It's not a priority, but for some reason I can't let go of this fun.

And even if Ryan admits it, I'm not sure if I can also commit. Relationships, the idea itself deters me, every time I ask myself if I want a relationship.

The answer is always still an insecure "no".
19 April 2017 @ 01:33 pm

of everything

28 February 2017 @ 07:57 am

I guess I should leave you alone now.

03 January 2017 @ 11:16 pm

He's gone.

Move the fuck on, trace.

27 December 2016 @ 07:03 am

I dreamt that we were about to have sex. We were kissing and I was taking your shirt off and you played Always by Blink 182 in the background.

Then we got cockblocked.


25 December 2016 @ 11:02 pm

Instead of asking, "why wasn't I good enough for you?", I say, "you missed out on an amazing girl, who was down to do anything with you, and is everything you wanted."

You were fake, I was great, nothing personal.

25 December 2016 @ 08:38 pm
I'm waiting to be not okay
24 December 2016 @ 01:41 am
I've had this talk with you 3 times already ryan. I wish I could cry but I just feel numb.

I wish I could feel something else besides apathetic. A part of me misses you. A part of me knows what's best for me.

You were my sweet summer. I wish I could follow my heart. I wish you could change.
21 December 2016 @ 07:58 pm
There will always be someone better, no matter what.